went for guides at RV today. it occurred to me that i had been scolding my juniors everytime i go back to RV. am i sick of scolding them yet? today was one of the worst day for them, in terms of punishment. but i cannot help it. some said i am sadistic before but i don't care. they deserve to be punished. some think it's stupid or cruel to pump your cadets when they make a mistake and detest uniformed grp. too bad... that's uniformed grp. disclipined, sense of urgency, respect, unity, effort, positive attutide. these are what i expect from them. am i asking too much? i hate it when people criticize RV GUIDES . maybe that's why i set high expectations on them. it's hard to be a senior because there are like 4 levels of juniors looking up to you.(though some maybe literally looking up to me) i need to fulfil what i expect them to do as well. if not, how can i convince them that they DID a mistake and deserve to be punished. afterall, i still have the passion for RV guides. =)
today is the release of the A levels results. a year later, i will be taking mine. hmm... how time flies ya. i cannot wait for it to be over and move on with my life.
going for a swim tomorrow morning if the weather allows. i think i will be burnt under the burning sun tomorrow because my face is RED after standing in the sun for about 3 hours during guides activity today. omg but that is not stopping me to go for a swim tomorrow. hahaz... RV guides annual camp is coming. hahaz... excited. when was the last time i went for a camp?? hmm...
"respect command. command respect."
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